Journey Of My Life

2009-06-25T01:40:00.002+08:00

yoyoyoyoyoyo...good to be back, just take out the bike about two weeks ago and i change some costly stuff to the bike...yala went off-road with pillion and so many stuff break, next time no more pillion if not i get hell...but shiok la off-road, its fun fun fun...out of the world feeling

2009-06-08T11:30:00.002+08:00

Oh mannn, in a three days time i'm going to ubi A.Sphoon to collect my XR 4, after that going to offroad la seh hahaha. And in two weeks time i'm go to K.L, Mallacca for 3days 2night holiday haha...going to play offroad jungle there also. But there i think i going to ATV, see 1st la maybe buggy. Okok la be back in few days time cos not much to talk now.

2009-05-25T14:45:00.002+08:00

Yesterday i went out with Marissa & Shamin Belo to Lot 1. We went there to dine at Pizza Hut and the service really sucks. Yet i have to pay the service charge, like wtf. Then we eat the Cheezy Delite Meal, its nice yet it's fulling.. Then i burped out loud! Hahaha.. Shortly after that, comes the sunset. It was damn bright that i couldn't really see my food. :) There was also some photo session.. Wanna see? Go to http://www.foto-graphicness.blogspot.com.. The bill was S$46++ yet since i had the discount coupon from KFC, it was all only S$34.61.. After our dining, Marissa decided to go town. I slept like a car-gear in the bus. Front, back, left & finally right. That's how ugly i am when i felt asleep. Marissa got that picture. Hopefully she won't post on her photoblog. Not only her. Even Shamin Belo snapped my "candid" moment & kept it in her phone. See!!! These girls are always pulling some tricks on me. & now i am feeling worried if Marissa post that "totally unglam" picture.

-Toodles-

2009-05-05T21:21:00.002+08:00

My life grows harder and more hotter, got to do this got to that and have to find this all that. Some mistake just make me more stronger. But ya i did alot of mistake, stupid ones actually. Get so many calls in a week but my catalogue is not done yet, sooner or later i got business trip. Need somebody but there's nobody beside me.

Buy buy buy

2009-03-18T03:15:00.003+08:00

Last two day went to IMM with ashar to buy my multimedia speaker so i will not be that bored la at home, well i think a few times before buying it...the price tag is S$29.90, black and red is the colour and it was my type of colour, on the way back home we take bus no. 188 and at that point of time it rain heavily, just look out of the bus we can see big2 branches on the floor and furthermore there's this one enormous tree fell on to a shelter, it was really scary. Just reach home i put the speaker at my room and went down back again, meet ashar and herwan at zhenghua park with our bicycle then we go to gangsa track and play offroad for awhile and went back because our whole body is coverd with mud. That's the very much end of my rushing sunday.

Wondering

2009-03-06T12:38:00.003+08:00

Sometimes i wonder how beutifull and sweet she is, and how could i get a nice girl like her. I must be very very lucky to have her by my side, she is just everything to me. No words to describe how peacefull when i'm with her. Thanks God for giving me this wonderfull gift for me, she' s the gold of my heart and the diamond of my eye.

Very Stupid of Me

2009-03-03T01:25:00.002+08:00

Sooo stupid of me, thought of checking my salary just now but forget to bring my atm card but nevermind la later can go check. Thought of not going to work just now but suddenly my boss called and say he coming down to jurong point my work place, it was very2 last minute...get ready very fast and rush to jurong point until i forget to bring my atm card. 12-15 of march i have to go to suntec for IT fair.

Guess i'm stupid that i have a good girlfriend that i'm too blind to see it. Because now i can see that she's falling apart cos of me. For me did nothing but mistakes, she is not happy like last time nor her smile were as sharp as i just know her before. She is the one who show me the way of life, the one who really love me. Oh i'm really stupid.

Bored so went out

2009-03-01T13:21:00.004+08:00

Sory for not telling you i went out yesterday cos i know you wont tell me that ur going out. I was so damm bored so i followed them out from zhenghua park to macrithie resevoir and back again, it take all my energy and furter more it rain a few times so we were all wet and thats why i can only take the pictures when it is sunny. Below are some of the pictures.

Lonely

2009-02-23T14:06:00.002+08:00

Bored, Lonely...and its not wrong for me to find other ppl to talk too cos tt person just dun have even one fcuking hour for me anymore, just bz with her own life and her stuff. Me is just another person, whatever la eh...dala malas laa, the animal and other stuff more important...

2009-01-29T11:09:00.001+08:00

should i tell or not, should i say it out loud or not? i dunno la, i'm stuck that i can say

2009-01-21T09:30:00.002+08:00

It's a loooooooooooonnnnnnngggggggggg time and now i'm back, dunno la a bit busy lately. Asal balik kerje jer tdo asl tdo jer balik kerje. So how to post? Haiya just wish my ex the "dd nad" mind her own life with her own bf la, intruding my relationship with idahmarissa is a one stupid mistake for her. And now i'm worried about my salary isit enough for the usage of me and idahmarissa. So many stuff to spent on a little digit. Nvm i'll be back again after the sentosa trip with u noe who....

Tired

2008-12-29T16:26:00.001+08:00

Yesterday the stupid women call me again, how dare she say i'm rude...she fcuk me up last time and now i never give face anymore even for her age, keep asking where's the money. I was damm tired at that moment so i scold her upside down, no more chance in hell for her anymore. She is a type of a person who noe nothing about branded stuffs and she say she knows it, and how dare she and her stupid 28 year old son say my products and the stuffs at pasar malam is the same. Just what does the teacher at school teach them last time? Or they are the one who lazy enough to not learn properly.

Now i'm trying to find four jobs, earn as much as i can before national service.

Be pissed Be cool

2008-12-20T01:26:00.006+08:00

I dunno about you guys but for me every time i want to do something good for a person the person scold me all over. You guys just think, you work so hard just to import a stuff...and the stuff reach to your client hands and suddenly she say she dun want this stuff anymore and want the money back, further more she never even pay for the 'coffee money'. And how the hell am i going to give her back the money on the spot, everyday she keep calling for her money back. What she thinks the paperwork is done in one day? Hais crazy women.

Who am i? What am i?

She said im a slient killer

Give her the pain that she dun need

When i say 69

It sound like 96

I dun have money

I can't give good life

I can't promise fancy things

Try to give what she needs

But need to have wants

I'm going to break my neck

Open my head

If i go for a drink today

Next day still resume

I have already this knot

Even i got shot

Yeah im a bad guy

Like to lie

Bye before i die

2008-12-16T02:12:00.005+08:00

Last saturday on 13dec was a hell of a day i had, have to rush everywhere and anywhere. I could not sleep the whole night cos have thinking about the transport to labrador park for the bbq pit we've planned. Need to bring alot of stuff there but there's no transport cos the person who should bring the car saboh, what a big fcuker...spoil our plan. So in the end die2 have to take taxi using the budget we had. At 8.50a.m. in the morning i go mit eddy under my blk and discuss with him for awhile what we should do before we start the pit at 4 later, yala should talk to him the night before but wat to do i tried calling him but can't get thru, why? Because he slept all day till in the morning at 8. I'm so happy i get to go labrador park with my gf cos i plan so much just for tt day and just for us both, i just want to spent all day with her there sitting at jetty looking at sentosa at night cos there will be fireworks and it will be damm clear. But hais all my plan and hope just gone like tt after we have a little fight, guess it was my fault too. But i have to carry on cos my friend don't know what to buy and how to go to west coast seng siong, well the mart is can say so big and damm it alot of people, just to buy the fish and prawns we have to wait like half hour. We bought alot of stuff until it takes us bout 2hrs and S$200, before the payment eddy reached and help us to buy the ice and cake. So they countinue thier way to the bbq pit by taxi and bike, well for me i have to go home cos of some problem...waited for the bus for some time. As i reached under my blk i mit my family cos they are on thier way to my aunt house a function and my dad told me to come along and don't need for me to change cos my aunt have extra of my shirts and pants there, but i have to take the public transport cos the car is full. So go up and i called eddy if he can take me there, and he said sure...but back at the pit many of my guest were finding me so he said he bring me there for awhile and then send me to my aunt house at clementi. Reached at the pit saw them having fun and they want to take photo with me so ok. After about 20mins there eddy bring me to my aunt house, and he said if go back time i need him just give him a call...cos he said he was bored there without me and my gf. Just reached there i have to get changed and help out all the way like wth. Half way thru in helping out with the function got this one girl asked for my number...i like wth, but ya i don't give my number yet still she still bugging me until i went back ard 10 or 11 i forget. But before i went back i have to call eddy and eat 1st, yala whole day never eat...go there go here. Eddy came he say they are cutting cake and hoping i could come, so i just go to make them happy cut the cake take some pictures and i tell eddy im super tired so he send me back after about half hour there...have to use eddy hp for the last time cos my prepaid is low, have to msg my gf and tell her i can't call her cos im dead tired. After msg and say gd bye to eddy i go up bathe and flat on the bed.

Thanks

2008-12-10T02:27:00.002+08:00

Terima kasih ku ucapkan kepada mu sayang untuk menerima lelaki yang lagi buruk seperti diri ku ini. Kau lah bidadari, kau lah intan malah aku hanya duri yang beracun. Kau sanggup korban kegembiraan dan kemulian hari hanya untuk melihat aku senang, Kau sanggup bertentang mata hanya untuk menemani aku dimalam yang sunyi sepi, Didalam aku kehampaan kau selalu setia dan berada disisi ku. Di ingin aku perlukan mu pada siang dan malam ku. Aku yang rongak untuk melayani mu seperti mana ku patut. Diri ini amat bodoh untuk tidak tahu memberi masa pada kamu. Maaf kerana selama ini aku tidak nampak hanya kau yang aku perlukan.

di bawah adelah sebuah pantun unuk mu....

DI Dalam Kegelapan Waktu

Aku Yang Dalam Kesesatan

Menjelma Bintang Yang Satu

Kaulah Penyelamat Menghilangkan Kesakitan

2008-12-07T12:38:00.002+08:00

OOOOK LISTEN UP PEOPLE HERE'S WHAT I'VE GOT TO SAY...

-SHE'S NOT TO BE BLAME BUT ALL AND EVERY BLAME SHOULD BE AND FOR ME ONLY

-I'M THE WORST BF EVER TO BE LIVED ON EARTH WHERE'S I DUN TAKE CARE OF HER FEELINGS

-WHEN EVER SHE IS HUNGARY I NEVER CARE NOR I EVER BOUGHT FOR HER ANYTHING TO MAKE HERE FULL

-I ALWAYS MAKE HER SAD NOT HAPPY

-I ALWAYS THINK ABOUT MYSELF NOT HER

If ever you see or talk to me just scold me as u like, ya because i'm stupid and so on...

IHYAH

2008-11-30T19:39:00.003+08:00

Bodoh kan!

Dulu cakap takot nak tipu, tapi akhir nye TIPU TIPU TIPU TIPU TIPU TIPU...

Mcm malas la nk blog, nak buat facebook lagi bagos la cos ade frenster mcm takde pape and tak pakai...
Fed up la, aku tknk tipu at last kene tipu! WTH
Plus aku takde mase la nk scandal2 and enjoy dgn perempuan lain, skrg mase untuk buat duit and name jer...ade jer org suke kacau2 aku dgn tak faham yang aku da ade gf, suash tau dah byk masalah tambah lagi masalah...tak lame lagi aku jual baju chris brown yang dalam video clip( with you ) woooohooo!!! haha

Before i end my blog, to all the girl with no shame ' i dun wan to kiss you or sleep with you or scandal with you cos i already have a gf so pls find other guys...'

Kisah Lame Kembali Menghantui

2008-11-26T23:41:00.003+08:00

Dalam kesunyian perlu seseorang seperti dalam kelaparan perlukan makanan

Memang btl aku masih suke dier dan dulu pernah

cuba pikat dier tapi dier tolak, kerana dier kata

dier jahat dan mmg ade kekasih pada masa itu, tetapi akhir

nye smlm dier ckp dulu ape yang dier blang adelah tidak benar...dier takde kekasih

cume dier adelah budak jahat

Dier blang kepada aku, terigat2 dier dgn mase lalu

kerane pernah aku buatkan dier sajak berbunyi

bergini...

Jauh Di Barat

Dekat Ke Utara

Nak Cakap Berat

Maafkan Hati Beta

Kerana Kertas Igin Berkata

Apa Yang Tersirat Dalam Dada

Jagan Risau Atau Bimbang

Usah Gelisah Mungkin Resah

Dah Lama Terpikat

Tak Mungkin Terikat

Di Beri sebab

Bunga Merka Di Jiwa

Harap Maaf terlebih Rasa

Tak Buntu tolak Barang Yang

Di Terima

Tk pernah ade perempuan ckp aku nie 'sweet' tapi smlm dier blang aku sedemikian kerane aku uat sajak nie khas utk dier dan mengambil aku satu mlm penuh.

Walaupon dier ckp dier akan pujuk aku bile aku merajok atau mrh dgn 'gf' .

Walaupon dier ckp dier akan temankan aku bile aku kesunyian.

Dan byk lagi yang dier ckp.

Tetapi maaf la aku tak dpt terime dier lagi walaupon aku masih suke dier dan mcm2 offer aku dpt dari dier. Kerane aku da janji empat bende dgn 'gf' aku dan tak igin aku mungkiri janji2 itu, dan walau teruk mane aku gadoh dgn 'gf' aku...aku tetap syg kan 'gf' aku.

2008-11-26T00:55:00.002+08:00

Guess what...

dalam mase2 tgh gadoh dgn 'gf' tibe2 ade jer orang mintak aku scandal dgn dier
lagi bile gadoh mcm2 rase ade, itu ini semue tk kene
campur lagi dgn masalah2 luar yang menghampe kan lagi hati dan jiwe ini

jawapan ku mudah "maaf aku cukup satu"

terfikir pulak kalau lah dier dalam keadaan mcm gini ape yer dier ckp? dier terime ke tk?? hmm...

ujian demi ujian, lepas satu lagi satu lak datang
mcm2 bende lah

2008-11-25T12:43:00.002+08:00

There will be stage where...

When i see some girls and sort of like them but have too pull back myself because i know i'm with someone, because i wanna be loyal

Sometime i just feel not important and too much pressure from all sides

People will ask you, they want this and that...and you try your best to get it done even if you have to put your life at stake

Do the people who ask this and that from you return your favour when you ask from them??

Think for a momment and decide the ans...

2008-11-25T01:47:00.002+08:00

Funny right......

It's easy to give but hard to get...

2008-11-18T02:20:00.003+08:00

To many things in the mind, have to save money for this and that. If i ask for help, no one is there!

Business wise, after few meeting we relise that the handbags has more support than the shoes although both is our primary sales. Our problem and mistake is on the shoes because we attack the wrong age group. I'm a teenager but for me the teenagers nowdays are useless because they want something but never work hard to get it...imagine for a original shoe which cost S$98.60 will take them 2mth plus just to save up the money? And outside they sell it for S$233.20...

Now planning in attacking CBD area and some major school, and if it is your school hope to do business with you...

2008-11-18T01:18:00.002+08:00

Standing beside a waterfall and tried to look down in a few moment you feel you are the most fortunate person in the world.

I tell you what...

Have you see deep in her round huge eyes? It's like the full moon as midnight is the time, the only thing that gives you hope and feel warm in a black dark night.

Have you notice the ears? A replica of a cave, when shout inside it the sound never escape yet it travels deeper and deeper and you know no matter what you said is not a waste.

Have you taste the lips and tounge? Although there's poison at some point of when there is lies and it really2 hurt till the end of your heart, in every side there's bad and good...when you leave alone your ego you will see what is behind the ugly poison and you will find that bad tounge is saving you from a dangerous hazard.

Have you ever hold and understand the hands? The only thing which hold you close from collision, though there's not much fats nor muscle belive me it is strong...strong to hold, protect and help you in any way.

Have you tried to walk close to the legs? A powerfull sole to walk the distace, and takes watever to have what you want.

Have i ever hurt the heart? Yes, who don't right? Like they say what goes around comes around, what ever i have done to her it reverse back to me...the world is funny, when your standing alone beside a waterfall in nightfalls...

2008-11-13T17:31:00.002+08:00

DO YOU KNOW WHAT'S THE FELLING OF WHEN YOU GO OUT YOU REMEMBER ABOUT THAT PERSON BUT...WHEN IT COMES TO HER TURN SHE JUST HACK CARE ABOUT YOU AND PRETEND THAT YOU DON'T EXIST, YOU TRY TO TEXT HER BUT SHE JUST NEVER REPLY...FEEL LIKE SHIT RIGHT?

YOU MAY THINK THAT I MAKE THIS ALL UP AND THINK TOO MUCH BUT THIS WHAT I REALLY2 OBSERVE...

2008-11-08T03:15:00.002+08:00

Import, import, import and more import...

Damm tiring, just wish my gf could massage me and that would be damm relaxing so stress free

Everyday work from morning till night, and have to go everywhere...sometimes just wish i got bike haha

AND AT LAST AFTER TWO LONG WEEKS I WORK STRAIGHT, today and tomorrow is my OFF day yeah!! can spent time with my dear at last

Don't know what to say because i'm damm tired and later i have practical so have to wake up early...

2008-11-06T02:10:00.003+08:00

The more you think of it the more you will feel the pain. The more you care the more the more the person who you care will not see it. The more you try to save something the further it will run. The more deeper you go for someone you will be drown. When there is two road to go but one is the exit. In the end you have to follow ur heart. Try to do everthing and anything for that person in the end arrows is flying towards you.

One can't live alone. And heart is meant for a person, if for two or three there is something wrong with the calculation. Somtimes there is no explanation.

There's no fun or enjoyment in finding money for me at this age. The reasons for the need of money is because of the day we talk about, the things in the mind and the stuff we hope to have.

When finding and selling stuff to people there is alot of s**t to go thru. Its like what i want you must have and give. Just how single-minded are they.

And when time at home a whole new story begin, i just don't get any support from anyone. What to do like she say i must be confident so as strong.

Just need people to talk to but sometime hard to find.
Just can't get what i want that i noe.
I have to give, don't mind if some people did not return you the favour.

Sorry to say this but sometime i don't feel the love from you.